School is over summer is here and I have a job at a chocolate factory. Things aren't going too bad. On the second last day of school me and a couple friends took one of the schools garbage cans and had a bonfire in it, i'd have to say that it was enjoyable.
A while after school ended Sarah Milligan threw a party at her house in which me and Katelyn kinda....errr.....well let's just say that we ended up dating...I hope it goes well.....her she is idealy excactly what I am looking for she is dominant and loving...she makes me feel safe...I just hope it doesn't end up like last time we dated...I am still getting over that.
Lately I have been gaining weight so I decided to go on a diet and so far it is going pretty well if I do say so myself. Not that I want to lose allot of weight but a little would be nice.
Right now I am at Kirk's house recovering from last nights party which was pretty fun. I haven't spent time with Adam in a long while, I never realized how much I missed it.
Oh and a bunch of my friends are leaving at the end of summer, like Trevor, Marylyn, Dave and others I can't think of right now. There was a party at Marylyn's house just a couple nights ago....she is not what I expected her to be like. Not that that is a bad thing I am kind of happy about it. It was just surprising.
I better go
Bye.
Sunday, 24 June 2007
Tuesday, 12 June 2007
Closing of school
So it is exam time for the grade twelves, my exams start tomarrow. So ya know what this means, no classes for me. I went to Art class yesterday and that was it then I hung out with Dan the rest of the day.
For some reason Mark, Dan, Trever, and me ended up hiking through the woods at the end of the day and I missed my buss which ended up being ok because I got to go to Dan's for the night. Then this morning we almost missed his buss completely.
So I don't really know what it going on today at all I really shouldn't be typing this in the morning but I will probobly be off hanging out for the rest of the day.
Right now I am in the Industrial Tech lab playing Advanced Wars with Kirk on his PSP. I can't believe that it is so close to being the end of the year...I still haven't gotten a summer job and I don't think I ever will so summer will be long and boring to the max...I do not look forward to the end of school this year.
For some reason Mark, Dan, Trever, and me ended up hiking through the woods at the end of the day and I missed my buss which ended up being ok because I got to go to Dan's for the night. Then this morning we almost missed his buss completely.
So I don't really know what it going on today at all I really shouldn't be typing this in the morning but I will probobly be off hanging out for the rest of the day.
Right now I am in the Industrial Tech lab playing Advanced Wars with Kirk on his PSP. I can't believe that it is so close to being the end of the year...I still haven't gotten a summer job and I don't think I ever will so summer will be long and boring to the max...I do not look forward to the end of school this year.
Friday, 8 June 2007
The Green Man is finally finished
I finished my mosaic finaly it has been completed. I will be posting a picture of it as soon as I figure out how to work HTML properly. I am so proud of myself that mosaic toook so long and turned out really well.
So this morning I skipped first period with Kevin and Sam Hamlen (I think that's how it is spelled). We all went down to the store and for some reason Kevin gave me money for Skittles which it ended up that we didn't have enough for anyway but nonetheless he let me keep the money. I come closer and closer to buying drums every passing day. After we got back from the store we decided that we would go into the wods by the school. I found the old fort Imade when I was skipping in a snowstorm with Britney Morgan. The day my trust in humanity nearly broke. Oh and I will be posting Pictures of this fort when I get them and learn HTML.
The rest of the day was pretty uneventful which is odd for me because my days are usually action packed....Oh well I guess it's because I was in the art room sweating over a mosaic of The Green Man. After lunch aka:art, I wrote a math test which proved to be fairly easy...or at least allot more easy than I expected.
I am staying at my Aunt Shelley's house this evening so I can transport my mosaic home and show it off to the rest of the family (boy do I want that mosaic home). I don't know what is going on ths weekend I don't thik anything wil end up happening at all...too bad...I haven't spent time with Kirk in a while, I suppose he has been pretty busy with school work and such. He has been stressing out so much, I'm sure he'll be okay in the end though.
This libraary is so dull, I just sit here writing in my blog listening to the clicking of everyones keyboards as they try to get out of school and make something of themselves That or they are slackers just in here to ceck their emails. Either way it is an extremely odd place to be during classes. I would have to say it is one of the most unpleasant libraries that I have ever been in. There is no carpet the floors are while tiles with the occasional tile of a different colour at all. The comuters are in a line on some desks in the corner just the way they want their students. *laughs on the inside*.
Tonight is the last night for anime club which hasen't been going so well lately due to lack of anime. Oh well it was still very enjoyable, and I can't wait till I get to run it. I am so excited, I honestly never thought the day would come but yet I always dreamed of it. Though it leads me to think of what next year will be like or moreover the year after..all of my extremely close friends will be gone and I will be left alone in a sense. I have friends in the younger grades which is really cool because they look up to me as I did Brian and Eva. Life is looking good but at the same time extreely bleak....oh well I guess that's just how it's going to end up.
This is your hapy nekomimi and that's all I have to say about that!
Yuma out =^_^=
So this morning I skipped first period with Kevin and Sam Hamlen (I think that's how it is spelled). We all went down to the store and for some reason Kevin gave me money for Skittles which it ended up that we didn't have enough for anyway but nonetheless he let me keep the money. I come closer and closer to buying drums every passing day. After we got back from the store we decided that we would go into the wods by the school. I found the old fort Imade when I was skipping in a snowstorm with Britney Morgan. The day my trust in humanity nearly broke. Oh and I will be posting Pictures of this fort when I get them and learn HTML.
The rest of the day was pretty uneventful which is odd for me because my days are usually action packed....Oh well I guess it's because I was in the art room sweating over a mosaic of The Green Man. After lunch aka:art, I wrote a math test which proved to be fairly easy...or at least allot more easy than I expected.
I am staying at my Aunt Shelley's house this evening so I can transport my mosaic home and show it off to the rest of the family (boy do I want that mosaic home). I don't know what is going on ths weekend I don't thik anything wil end up happening at all...too bad...I haven't spent time with Kirk in a while, I suppose he has been pretty busy with school work and such. He has been stressing out so much, I'm sure he'll be okay in the end though.
This libraary is so dull, I just sit here writing in my blog listening to the clicking of everyones keyboards as they try to get out of school and make something of themselves That or they are slackers just in here to ceck their emails. Either way it is an extremely odd place to be during classes. I would have to say it is one of the most unpleasant libraries that I have ever been in. There is no carpet the floors are while tiles with the occasional tile of a different colour at all. The comuters are in a line on some desks in the corner just the way they want their students. *laughs on the inside*.
Tonight is the last night for anime club which hasen't been going so well lately due to lack of anime. Oh well it was still very enjoyable, and I can't wait till I get to run it. I am so excited, I honestly never thought the day would come but yet I always dreamed of it. Though it leads me to think of what next year will be like or moreover the year after..all of my extremely close friends will be gone and I will be left alone in a sense. I have friends in the younger grades which is really cool because they look up to me as I did Brian and Eva. Life is looking good but at the same time extreely bleak....oh well I guess that's just how it's going to end up.
This is your hapy nekomimi and that's all I have to say about that!
Yuma out =^_^=
Thursday, 7 June 2007
Empathetic for Mary
Just another day of being kicked out of classes. The teachers don't even open the doors when I knock...gotta stop knocking in a musical fashion. Oh well I get time to myself and time to think about everything, it's been really peaceful.
This morning when I came to school I suddenly felt ill and like something bad was going to happen. Everyone was in a grumpy mood but not even outwardly, it was just a feeling I got and it was so malicious and it made me sick to my stomach. I am however grateful for this because it made me realise something about myself which I have wondered for a long time. I didn't want to label my sensing of emotions or hypersensativity but I have kind of always known that I was different in this aspect...so I am not going to deny it anymore. I am an empath. I don't want too many people to know right away because they will think I am crazy but it makes perfect sense. I was always able to tell how a person was feeling just by being around them for a few seconds and their amotions would effect me in a very intimate way. I always felt a deep connection with people and animals and I was able to dive into their minds and get a better understanding of them. So I am okay with this...It is hard to handle but overall it is quite a blessing.
Recently looking at my blog I have noticed something very disheartening. I haven't given an update on my Great Aunt Mary who was diagnosed with cancer...for this I am greatly ashamed and upset. We found out a while ago that she was terminal...I don't know what to say about it really I don't know what I feel. To be honest I am more worried about her family and mine Mainly Walter (her husband). I don't have time to worry about me because if I get sad then they will worry about me instead of themselves. Last weekend I recieved a cake it was deliciouse filled with jell-o and having dreamwhip covering the top (one of my favorite topings). I learned it was made by Mary which I find peculiar. I mean she is going to die and one of the things she is going to do while going through this process is make me a cake, me the relative who rarely gets in to see her...thinking about this makes me want to cry but such a thing would be impractical in a school library....even though I really want to. I mean if I were dying I would probably do the same thing but...It is just so unexpected and really meaningful. That cake was the most meaningful cake I have ever recieved which is kind of interesting. I have had many cakes in my life and this cake made for me and me alone by this women is the best one shearly because of the circumstances and the extreme care put into it.
I will really miss playing Skat on Canada day and the other odd occasions that we got to go out there. I only ever one once but the money I lost was well spent (not that it was very much seeing that we only bet dimes). I truly and solemly pray that she makes it to Canada day so that I can get one more chance at that tradition before she is gone...Here I was thinking I was a bad person because I didn't cry and get upset like everyone else is probably doing but here typing this I am fighting off tears. I guess I was too busy worrying about Walter and everyone else that I didn't get time to know what I felt.....I hope that's how it is anyway.
Oh and here is a link on empaths it isn't a long thing to read and it will give you a better understanding about what I spoke of in my second paragraph. I don't want any misinterpretations.
http://healing.about.com/cs/empathic/a/uc_empathtraits_2.htm
That's all for today.
Arivadeirchi
This morning when I came to school I suddenly felt ill and like something bad was going to happen. Everyone was in a grumpy mood but not even outwardly, it was just a feeling I got and it was so malicious and it made me sick to my stomach. I am however grateful for this because it made me realise something about myself which I have wondered for a long time. I didn't want to label my sensing of emotions or hypersensativity but I have kind of always known that I was different in this aspect...so I am not going to deny it anymore. I am an empath. I don't want too many people to know right away because they will think I am crazy but it makes perfect sense. I was always able to tell how a person was feeling just by being around them for a few seconds and their amotions would effect me in a very intimate way. I always felt a deep connection with people and animals and I was able to dive into their minds and get a better understanding of them. So I am okay with this...It is hard to handle but overall it is quite a blessing.
Recently looking at my blog I have noticed something very disheartening. I haven't given an update on my Great Aunt Mary who was diagnosed with cancer...for this I am greatly ashamed and upset. We found out a while ago that she was terminal...I don't know what to say about it really I don't know what I feel. To be honest I am more worried about her family and mine Mainly Walter (her husband). I don't have time to worry about me because if I get sad then they will worry about me instead of themselves. Last weekend I recieved a cake it was deliciouse filled with jell-o and having dreamwhip covering the top (one of my favorite topings). I learned it was made by Mary which I find peculiar. I mean she is going to die and one of the things she is going to do while going through this process is make me a cake, me the relative who rarely gets in to see her...thinking about this makes me want to cry but such a thing would be impractical in a school library....even though I really want to. I mean if I were dying I would probably do the same thing but...It is just so unexpected and really meaningful. That cake was the most meaningful cake I have ever recieved which is kind of interesting. I have had many cakes in my life and this cake made for me and me alone by this women is the best one shearly because of the circumstances and the extreme care put into it.
I will really miss playing Skat on Canada day and the other odd occasions that we got to go out there. I only ever one once but the money I lost was well spent (not that it was very much seeing that we only bet dimes). I truly and solemly pray that she makes it to Canada day so that I can get one more chance at that tradition before she is gone...Here I was thinking I was a bad person because I didn't cry and get upset like everyone else is probably doing but here typing this I am fighting off tears. I guess I was too busy worrying about Walter and everyone else that I didn't get time to know what I felt.....I hope that's how it is anyway.
Oh and here is a link on empaths it isn't a long thing to read and it will give you a better understanding about what I spoke of in my second paragraph. I don't want any misinterpretations.
http://healing.about.com/cs/empathic/a/uc_empathtraits_2.htm
That's all for today.
Arivadeirchi
Tuesday, 5 June 2007
A quiz
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Embarassing.
I just got back from the store and it is really hot out. Yet again I am kicked out of english class, boy is that nothing new. I ran D&D at my house over the weekend and we finally got a girl to play, which is great because I am not fond of being stuck in a room with a bunch of boys. I don't know her very well even though we went to the same school for a while. All I know about her is that I used to have a huge crush on her...I wish I could remember how that played out.
I got so embarassed yesterday at lunch. Marc, Marry Lyn, and me were standing at my locker talking about Marc being an english teacher in japan and how his studdering problem would serve to be very amusing. So to throw in a laugh I said in an orielntal accent "How many times do you studder when you say belongs". We all laughed even Marc and then they asked what made me of that particular word. It was a simple anwser because it was on Marry Lyn's shirt which read "My heart belongs to the beach".. Then they asked why I picked that word off of her shirt and yet again a simple reply was made. "because it stands out the most" and of course it is the ONE word on her breasts. I was so embarassed i turned extremely red and everyone laughed and Mary Lyn covered her chest which made me feel even worse. Then we somehow got onto the topic of me being a virgin...that turned out just as good as the last one.
So today I waked up to Dan outside his computer class and he gropes me...nothing new. So I call him a pervert and quickly Marry Lyn throws in "He's the pervert"? So I got embarassed yet again and walked away. She isn't being mean or cruel I am only writing this because she is the first person who can make me extremely embarassed... It's going to feel so awkward around her now.
So anyway moving away from boring stories I am going job hunting yet again tonight...I hope it all goes well for me. Getting a job out here is ridiculously hard, I highly doubt that I will get a job but I will try and hkeep my hopes up. I need money so bad so that I can get a drum set then our band can get some practices in...first we need to decide on a name though. Mikle Hail is going to buy my cane off of me for $45 which is a steal on his behalf but oh well I need the money so I am willing to part with it, besides I am getting a new one.
Oh oh oh and I managed to develope a crush on someone too...which causes problems....allot of problems if it were to get out. I'll just keep it to myself and my blog......I think my blog is secure.
ANYWHOOOOO I'm going to go now and I will hopefully write again soon
See you space cowboy.
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