Karma?

Exams are coming up. I think I am going to fail pretty bad, I barely care. Right now things seem like they can't get much worse, I'm just holding on to a spec of hope that something will change for the better. I'm pretty sure everyone has just stopped caring about me...I don't blame them honestly. I'm just kind of pathetic, I mean here I am writing in a blog that no one even reads about how no one cares...It's just pathetic, I'm just pathetic.

Maybe Katelyn was right all along, maybe I am terrible. I always ran under the assumption that "what goes around comes around". So I was always making a strong attempt to be kind to everyone. What did I do wrong. It can't be everyone elses fault it has to be me. Maybe Dan was right and the world it terrible and people are cruel. No I can't believe that, it just doesn't make sense to me. Then again neither does this.

Yesterday at school I was pushed around all day once hostily the others I believe to be jokes. I'm just sick of it, even if most were jokes they were done by the same person so therefore I don't entirely believe them to be jokes, especially when it is my ex doing it. Maybe they just don't know what they are doing. I'm probably overreacting as usual, another reason people probably don't like me. It seems everywhere I go people don't want anything to do with me.

I'm sorry, I should just stop there is no need of this being posted.

I'm sorry if anyone did read this It was not my intention to waste your time.

Cycle

I have not been on here in almost a year. I guess it's time for an update, not that a whole heck of a lot has happened. Katelyn and I broke up after a year and four months of dating. It was not a good relationship I find myself left with a bit less of myself than I had before. That releationship took a lot out of me, I am glad it is over as horrible as that sounds it was dreadful.

I started a buiseness which I am thinking of calling Crimson Moon Books and so far it is goig very well. Besides that absolutely nothing is happening it feels like I am going through the same routine every single day, it is dreadful I feel like I am in the matrix. Currently I am debating what drastic action I can take to make this cycle more bearable.

I don't have much else to write that I can think of so I guess this is adios so turrah til next time.