I want to start this entry with laughter at myself. I just finished reading every single post in this blog and coming to realise how silly I was. Looking for acceptance all the time, convincing myself that I am transexual....oh so many things. Oh to be a confused teenager. I took some time after me and Katelyn broke up and thought a lot. I have come to some conclusions, first off I am most certainy not a transexual, I was just a silly kid trying to fit in and feel cared about (how dumb). I almost feel embarassed for anyone who reads this and sees how I used to be at one point. Oh well I guess we all go through a lot to become who we are today.

Transition

Things have changed much. I woke up one morning and felt..different. I was no longer sad and I no longer felt dependent on affection. I stopped missing Katelyn altogether. I also learned something very important. I am not transgendered I simply believed I was because I wanted to relate to females and