Hey blog, I'm back. I needed some time to think about things and come to understand myself. I did the best I could and it turned out to be okay. I was expecting that if I did good for people that I would get it back on me, that is selfish and not always the case. I took some time away from dating and became a social hermit so to speak. This was a good choice and has helped me learn much about myself.
Much has happened since I last posted as I am sure you can guess... life is never boring for long. After I figured that I was stable I decided to join a dating site (crazy I know). but it worked out well. I met a girl named Heather and instantly fell in love. I know I am a romantic and fall for people a lot but this was different. She wasn't even seemingly my type but for some reason the more I learned about her the more and more I fell for her. Turns out we have a lot in common and she is more my type than I could have imagined, though type really isn't that important I found it humerouse none the less. She is exciting and likes to live on the wild side a little. She doesn't put up with people being jerks unless she has a good reason. She can be childish but that's okay so can everyone, including myself on rare occasion. All in all I am very happy to be with her. I will have to cut this paragraph short as I don't want my whole entry to be on this one topic... which I easlily could do.
I bet you are wondering about Katelyn. Well after my last post we started fighting... constantly. I would go out of my way to cause an argument with her and enjoyed it emmensly. After meeting Heather I realised how pathetic I was being and how needless the fighting was but I continued out of a sheer need for vengance, that was a word I came to know all too well. Today I appolagised for being cruel to her. Wether I believe she deserved it or not is irrelevant. I should not have been so confrontational, it's not who I am and it is shameful.
Oh and I am graduating this year after I finish getting my six credits this term. The school has a special deal in place where I can take six courses instead of four. It is difficult but I am more than willing to do it. I am planning on going to Holland College and moving in with Heather. We both look forward to it alot. Everything seems to be in order and all is well. I plan to keep it that way.
I have learned a lot in the past months and come to terms with who I am. I will continue walking this path.
Well I guess that's it really... LATER
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