I am living in a 1 bedroom apartment by myself. Me and Heather are broken up but still keep in touch and see eachother. I am alone... I don't like it and it kills me that it bothers me. I go to the clubs whenever there is people there with the hopes of meeting someone interesting. No I do not want to date but the idea of having someone around pleases meI will blog as soon as possible it.
I am relatively intoxicated right now as Kirk just bought me some booze at the club. I can't say as I am happy right now just really tired. Now that I live alone something tells me this is where I will be spending alot of my time and posting regulariy even if nobody reads it... it's probably better that way then no one will realize that I am lonely.
I have to kill this part of me that craves other people I have to become used to being alone and be rid of this weakness that I am develo;ing.
Well I am going to bed as I am exausted.
I will blog as soon as possible as it will be my therapy.
