It's all I can do to try not to cut I would do it if I knew my boyfriend wouldn't catsh me as I'm wearing a low top with no sleeves and stupidly left my hoodie at home. this breakup/divorce is killing me so many people I know turning on me.
Knowing the hurt I'm causing my wife by leaving her. I've been planning my suicide all day. I don't know what ill do but shit is really fucked up for me riht now. The things I want to do to this body are unspeakable the marks I want to leave. I feel like another person who just wants to tear away the flesh of this innocent beaten fuel and leave her ravaged and abused.... Fuck.... What the fuck is going on with me...
Please try to keep in mind the people who love and care about you. I understand and I know that your brain is going a mile a minute right now trying desperately to sort it all out.
ReplyDeleteThe first thing you need to do is remember that it will get better. It's going to take time and hard work, but many people have been where you are now and made it through it alive and happy. You need to talk this out and don't let yourself get caught in the trap of thinking it will never get better, because I know from personal experience that it will.
Hugs sweetie,
Jamie