Embarassing.

I just got back from the store and it is really hot out. Yet again I am kicked out of english class, boy is that nothing new. I ran D&D at my house over the weekend and we finally got a girl to play, which is great because I am not fond of being stuck in a room with a bunch of boys. I don't know her very well even though we went to the same school for a while. All I know about her is that I used to have a huge crush on her...I wish I could remember how that played out.

I got so embarassed yesterday at lunch. Marc, Marry Lyn, and me were standing at my locker talking about Marc being an english teacher in japan and how his studdering problem would serve to be very amusing. So to throw in a laugh I said in an orielntal accent "How many times do you studder when you say belongs". We all laughed even Marc and then they asked what made me of that particular word. It was a simple anwser because it was on Marry Lyn's shirt which read "My heart belongs to the beach".. Then they asked why I picked that word off of her shirt and yet again a simple reply was made. "because it stands out the most" and of course it is the ONE word on her breasts. I was so embarassed i turned extremely red and everyone laughed and Mary Lyn covered her chest which made me feel even worse. Then we somehow got onto the topic of me being a virgin...that turned out just as good as the last one.

So today I waked up to Dan outside his computer class and he gropes me...nothing new. So I call him a pervert and quickly Marry Lyn throws in "He's the pervert"? So I got embarassed yet again and walked away. She isn't being mean or cruel I am only writing this because she is the first person who can make me extremely embarassed... It's going to feel so awkward around her now.

So anyway moving away from boring stories I am going job hunting yet again tonight...I hope it all goes well for me. Getting a job out here is ridiculously hard, I highly doubt that I will get a job but I will try and hkeep my hopes up. I need money so bad so that I can get a drum set then our band can get some practices in...first we need to decide on a name though. Mikle Hail is going to buy my cane off of me for $45 which is a steal on his behalf but oh well I need the money so I am willing to part with it, besides I am getting a new one.

Oh oh oh and I managed to develope a crush on someone too...which causes problems....allot of problems if it were to get out. I'll just keep it to myself and my blog......I think my blog is secure.

ANYWHOOOOO I'm going to go now and I will hopefully write again soon

See you space cowboy.